My life...

[Serenity]

I feel you guys can be trusted....

My parents divorced when I was three; I went with my dad. Life was alright, because I had my grandpa, saw my mom a lot, didn't do much with dad. The usual life. My dad started dating on t3h web. My dad eventually left me with my mom for his net girlfriend. My dad left me to my mom and step dad. My mom and step dad were cool, at first. My brother and sister have a different dad than I do. My siblings lived with their dad, and my sister got sick of him.

She ran away. My mom took her dad to court, and gained custody of her. Life was never the same.

I had no one. My father was gone. My mom worked constantly. My step dad and I were...Different...
My friends were ...Not friends.

I was alone. When my sister came to live with us, life changed. We never got along. It was worse.

We moved a lot. From house to house in the same town. We eventually found one, and stayed there. Then, it got even worse. I learned that my mom and step dad were hardcore stoners. It wouldn't have been a problem, had they not been alcoholics, and if I didn't have asthma or weak lungs. They would smoke all the time in front of me, and blow it in my face. I hated it, but couldn't do anything about it. My sister started doing it.

She also grew up too. That's when my step dad started molesting her. I never knew. I never had happiness. My dad came back, sure. But how could you forgive someone who condemned you to hell? I found out when I was away from home, working for my church. Life went to hell from there.

I got back home, and that's when I got my "first GF." I fell into the same trap my dad did. Twice. Net girlfriends.

My brother and I got along, but still weren't friends. My sister had been doing meth for years.

I met Rachel a few months ago. She was my first kiss/real gf. She dumped me for her uncle.

Life for me wasn't anything near happy. I hated it.

There was nothing for me to live for. My family sucked. I had no real friends. Nothing was good.

I was one of the loneliest kids you would have ever met.

Then, Jherica walked into my life. I finally felt happy.

When I was unhappy, I could read over 500 words a minute. I could memorize books upon books of information, and tell you it. I could take a computer apart and put it back together in half an hour. I was a genius.

But happiness crept back into life, and I loved it.

T_T

If I need to, I will edit it later and add some more detail....

*Note*

I am NOT telling you guys this to make you feel bad for me. This is for posting about your life, and I'm doing just that. Mine sucked, but that doesn't mean y'all need to cry for me, make me gifts, apologize for shit you can't undo nor take credit for, or anything like that.

[Flow]

you told me this on MSN as i told u mine...
just...sorry bro
like i said on MSN..almost teared :(

[Serenity]

In fact, this is the exact conversation we JUST had on MSN, too, flow...

I was too lazy to re-write it...

xD

It's cool dude.

Doesn't bother me, but just..

If I'm havin' a bad day, and am a real bitch, y'all will know why.

I don't open up a helluva lot, and when I do, people cry.

[murch]

well bro im not gonna say im sorry for ya, im just gonna say stay strong..........ill post a bit about me.



im 16 goin on 17..............ive never been the depressed type, i dress like a prep and im not gonna lie im good at most sports..........i rarely have gf though not because i cant, but because i just choose not to, to me gf area a hastle and an unnecesary asset, infact ive given up looking for a gf lately because im feelin so good i dont need that right now.



but though im not the depressed type that doesnt mean my family isnt. my sister michelle was going real good for awhile, had a nice job and was living on her own, her store got robbed and she had a guy hold a gun to her head and put her in the backroom with the manager, after that she was never the same.......she got depressed, started not leaving her house for days on end and drinking alot, then her ex boyfriend greg who had not had a job in about eight years put a shotgun in his moutch and took his own life.......left his daughters in about 300,000 dollars worth of debt and theyll pay that off the rest of there lives........long story short i just hate seeing her like that, but lately shes been gettin active in her church and goin out more, shes also internet dating.....


my best friend has always been my brother paul and i hope always will be, about 2 years ago when he was a junior in highschool he started dating this chick named dana, they got real serious and when they were seniors he asked her to marry him............she said yes, so everything was going good for awhile then she went downsouth and cheated on him with a guy from her church (or so paul told us i think he did something though not cheating just like overpressured her.....) and they broke up, he lived for that girl and when that broke up he stopped living, he has been in his room/my house for the past 6 months and barely leaves......he started drinking and this is killing me, i hate seeing him like this, and no matter what i think i really am the one in the family that everyone looks upto......whenever paul gets drunk he starts crying telling me he wishes he were me, but the worst thing ever happened about 5 months ago........me and paul went to my brothers house for a party, paul gets drunk.......says hes gotta use the bathroom, so were like ight man thats cool he goes in there and hes in there for awhile........i know hes crying in there so i go up to the door and ask if hes ok......he opens it and his face is just beatred from crying so hard and he tried to walk past me with his head down, i stepped infront of him and made him look at me and said hey you allright? he just collapsed on me bawling his eyes out.......for two hours he lied on the bathroom floor and i held his hand the entire time while he cried, ive told only about 6 people this and it was at a leadership camp i went to for my school........i dunno why im telling you guys this but i feel i can, that was by far my most horrifying moment in life, he didnt only cry though......he was doing that cry talk where people talk real fast and he was telling me about how he had tried to kill himself and that when he saw what greg's suicide did to my sister and his family he couldnt do it......and that hes so lonely and only wanted to live for dana and hed never be the same.......i was so scared that night thats when i realized i needed to help him, but lately im not being as nice to him as usual......im getting tired of him not doing anything, its getting old and im starting to bitch at him, ill go out with some friends and ask him if he wants to go and he says no.......then when i get home he complains about how he never gets to go out the house........wtf? didnt i just ask you..........its getting old though and i no longer have mercy on him. thats all for paul though hes still depressed and is trying to get back to dating....starting internet dating now.


my family life is really strong though, my dad coaches my baseball team and me and him are real close, me and my mom are aswell. i have 4 brothers and 2 sisters.......matts got his own family 2 little girls but hes fuckin his life up with alcohol.....one night ali (his wife) calls my house crying at like 3:00 am. cuz she didnt know where he was, hes a fucking idiot basically.......he was at a bar that night with his friends....


life for me is going good though, after that thing with paul i try and look the good things in life, even in negative situations i look for positive things. hope you enjoyed my life story.........

[Flow]

well,i told trix on MSN a bit about me..
i'll make a thread for it later but...for now...lets just say
1-13 GREAT GREAT GREAT LIFE
13-almost 15 downhill...

[Serenity]

Flow, it's your turn.

X_x

Murch

I know how it is bro. My whole family is fucked up. My brother is nineteen, and getting ready for marriage. I know he's a great guy, but he's going to fuck it up majorly.

My sister is a whore. I love her to death, but I won't lie. She's had more sex than Paris Hilton; and she's about ten years, maybe more, younger than her.

My mom and step dad are talked about...

They kicked me out of the house a few months ago. My step dad threatened to beat the living shit out of me, and my mom didn't do a damn thing about it.

I was pissed.

I live with my dad, now. We get a long great too. D:

Side note:

I can punch through solid oak, 1.5 inches thick, in one punch.

I can shatter bones with a solid kick. :D

Things will look up Murch.

[Flow]

tae kwon doe?
i'll post later..this keyboard is annoying

[murch]

o things are lookin up trix dont worry, when it rains it pours if you know what i mean.......

[Serenity]

No.

I'm not trained in fighting at all.

I use instinct.

If I were to get in a fight with my step dad, I literally would have killed him.

I'm one fat kid that NO ONE messes with.

I am an illegal weapon in 49 of the United States of America; Texas hasn't heard of me yet. :D

[Serenity]

I love rain, murch

It's one of the few things in life I enjoy, besides seeing Jherica smile. ^-^;;

[murch]

and trix you may be stronger but im faster......id beat with agility, but im a puss youd probably kick my ass lol

[Serenity]

hahah

Most people think the same

Piss me off, and your speed won't matter at all.

I can be fuckin' fast when i need to be, Murch. :D

[Flow]

fine..here i go..keeping it short so people actually read :P
from when i was born to the age of 13 my life was...perfect
had a gf,co-captain of basketball and baseball team.Great grades,great reputation.One of the most well known people in town that everyone knew that went to school.But then i moved to california,parents started fighting,i got hurt 3x with my angle that caused me 2 drop out of basketball.i didnt give up basketball since all my friends here wouldnt let me.started getting bad grades..but the only good part was that i got into computer stuff.How ever...i barely see my dad now
the only things we do is go out as a family.brother is the best ever..seems like he cares about me more then i care about my self.

[.GJ]

I have just read all of this topic. I really feel for you guys who have had a fcked up life in parts and really hope things get better for you guys. I would tell you about my life, however dont really think it is nessessary as things havn't really started to go downhill for me yet, and i hope they never do :)

Hope thing get better lads

[Serenity]

Lucky you Grant.

Hey, Flow.

I know how you feel, literally

Today being Mom's day, I was invited over to my Mom's house for dinner, being promised that my Step dad wasn't going to be there.

I just found out that she, once again, lied to me. -.-

Stupid whore.

T_T

[Evenflow]

me and murch have almost the same story but instead of wat hes doin i turned to drugs for a while

[murch]

still doin em evenflow? what kind you doin like weed? or stronger stuff than that?

[lucy]

What is jherica?

[Serenity]

o.o

This got popular again...

X_x

If you read my other thread, titles "I hate to admit it..." then you will know what a "Jherica" is. ;)

[Fluxcore]

I can shatter bones with a solid kick.[/b]

Chuck Norris?

[Serenity]

Yeah, I know.

Seriously. This kid pissed me off one day, and wanted to fight.

I had my tennis shoes on, and I gave him a solid kick to the shin. I got the doctor report and the x-rays later.

The bone looked dead. Almost like a Fractal I use quite often.

XD

People learned not to mess with me after that. :D

[Evenflow]

still doin em evenflow? what kind you doin like weed? or stronger stuff than that?[/b]
im clean now after what heroin did to me im never touching drugs

[Lord10]

hahah

Most people think the same

Piss me off, and your speed won't matter at all.

I can be fuckin' fast when i need to be, Murch. :D[/b]what's with fat people these days being so fast? my friend that weighs 260 is the third fastest on the track team and he can dunk 10 feet

[Evenflow]

Yeah, I know.

Seriously. This kid pissed me off one day, and wanted to fight.

I had my tennis shoes on, and I gave him a solid kick to the shin. I got the doctor report and the x-rays later.

The bone looked dead. Almost like a Fractal I use quite often.

XD

People learned not to mess with me after that. :D[/b]
owned....my best friends older brother was a loser pretty much and this kid was gunna fight him and he punched him in the face and broke his nose (this kids nose is crooked forever now)