Spiritual Awakening

[Serenity]

The past two weeks I have been gone from most forms of technology and computers and such. I was at a Christian Training to become a summer missionary.

God had sent me there, and I didn't really want to go.

I stayed there for eleven days, away from the computer, and I met some of the most amazing people. They became my friends. But that's not why God wanted me there.

He had wanted to show me that I had family somewhere who really cares for me. CYIA, Christian Youth In Action, the summer training I went to, was, is, and will always be that family that I have.

I became very close with them all, and I can honestly say that I love them all. We are not only brothers and sisters in Christ, but we are brothers and sister from the day we meet down there. We spend two weeks together at this training, and we learn a lot about each other.

When I got home, I realized this, and I grew a bit sad. But then I remembered that even though my family and I are separated, we still have that spiritual bond with each other, and our love for each other cannot be broken.

It's through this that I feel that I need to leave. I have been faltering in my walk with God, and putting the computer, photoshop, and the internet above Him, when I should be placing Him above them. He is the one who is more important. He should get spot number one.


God had wanted me to know this, and he sent me down there. I had not only found my spiritual self, but my spiritual and physical family.



That's why I'm leaving.

[Aloe]

Its hard to understand you leave becuase of god since I dont believe in god.. But still I undertsand your decision.. I hope youll come back, you will always be welcome :)..
Good luck in real life :)

[xcine]

I can't say that I understand you leaving because of God.. but if you think that's the best thing for you, then it's obviously an important part of your life. Although you feel that he should be #1, that doesn't mean you have to leave everything else behind forever, you can always take some time away from it. Good luck.. and I hope you'll come visit us occasionally, even if you're not active. :P

[vldz*]

Are you sure God didn't post this? I dont beleive in god either, well good luck trix :)

[mw.Kris]

a well, see you later trixie and good luck in real life and the future ! ;)

[hynfaeries0]

Too bad you're leaving electronics. we all have something we love better. XD

[Flow]

I dont really understand why your leaving everything =/
but,not my choice ;)
maybe you'll understand later that god doesnt want you to leave everything and come worship him 24/7.

[murch]

i understand where your coming from buddy, i once had this problem but i figured out how to work with both corrctly, i go to church every sunday and thats it, but my church is awesome im gettin involved in there multimedia part, aka making movies and pics and stuff, gonna be pretty fun.




good luck with jesus buddy glad ya found him

[Serenity]

I've known him guys. I just didn't realize that I had family because of him. Being away from the computer for two weeks killed most of my interest in this stuff. Sorry guys, but you will be losing someone somewhat important to you guys for a long time. Sorry again, but this is my decision.

Peace out, and I hope to catch you later.

[murch]

understandable that you seek a home somewhere instead of your actual especially since its troubled, once again im glad for ya bro, go get that family

[Hootnnuts]

well have fun on your away time. hope you can come back some time.

[langsta]

wow, touching.....i kno wat u feel dude, i mean, i do bad stuff too...and place God near the bottom....dang....i mite stop GFX too, probably playing PC (not permanent) this year, as i have a busy 2 years to come....