J.R.
07-27-2007, 08:57 AM
ok well i going to high school, and alot of people told me i wasn't ready. they said i was to imature. well so far this summer ive learned plenty of things, and for the first time i know i grew up.
well ill start with the fact that my mom won't let me go to the school i wanna go to so bad. her excuse was that it was a bad school, and i wasn't gonna be accepted at all. normally i would fight back at her, and tell her this was the besst choice for me, but i didn't. this happened early in the summer, and i thought things would go along, and i would eventually get what i want. so far i haven't, and i kno i probally won't, but it's ok cuz i kno im going to have fun no matter where i go. this really taught me that life sucks, and it will never be fair, but things happen for a reason, so now whenever i can't have what desperatley want, i kno it's because im not supposed to have it.
the second thing that happened was that my grandma passed away, i loved her to death. she was the major influence in my life, and she always had me going in the right direction. when she passed away for awhile i was a bad kid, i wouldn't listen to my mom, i would do everything my mom had told me never to do. and then one night it hit me. i was gonna have to learn to move on, and continue what my grandma had started with me. i thought that her passing away was a sign that it was time for me to grow up. she loved me and wanted what was best for me. i took that into account and became an all around better person, i was nicer, funnier, and just fun to be around, and i knew that was all my grandma ever wanted.
the last thing tore me up, and pierced my like a knife. my oldest brother was going to college. when he left to apply early i felt alone. now he didn't live with me, but i visited him every weekend. he was like my best friend, some one i could tell whatever and he wouldn't judge me. when he left it left another hole in me that i thought would never be filled. oh man this hurt, like you wouldn't kno how bad, it was like losing a father, a brother, and a best friend at the same time. when he left i really held alot of feelings in, and as a result i eventually exploded on whoever got me mad. again i had to move on, but then i also learned the most important life lesson to anyone. Trust. i learned that if you don't trust no one, no one will trust you. and thats bad, because all friendships begin with trust, any relationship begins with trust. without trust you will be to everyone around you a nobody.
well thanks for reading this, i just gotta say R.I.P. G.G. 1928-2007
and good luck to my brother james, i hope you are succesful, and come home soon
if your one of those people who say im still to imature, then plz just don't comment.
well ill start with the fact that my mom won't let me go to the school i wanna go to so bad. her excuse was that it was a bad school, and i wasn't gonna be accepted at all. normally i would fight back at her, and tell her this was the besst choice for me, but i didn't. this happened early in the summer, and i thought things would go along, and i would eventually get what i want. so far i haven't, and i kno i probally won't, but it's ok cuz i kno im going to have fun no matter where i go. this really taught me that life sucks, and it will never be fair, but things happen for a reason, so now whenever i can't have what desperatley want, i kno it's because im not supposed to have it.
the second thing that happened was that my grandma passed away, i loved her to death. she was the major influence in my life, and she always had me going in the right direction. when she passed away for awhile i was a bad kid, i wouldn't listen to my mom, i would do everything my mom had told me never to do. and then one night it hit me. i was gonna have to learn to move on, and continue what my grandma had started with me. i thought that her passing away was a sign that it was time for me to grow up. she loved me and wanted what was best for me. i took that into account and became an all around better person, i was nicer, funnier, and just fun to be around, and i knew that was all my grandma ever wanted.
the last thing tore me up, and pierced my like a knife. my oldest brother was going to college. when he left to apply early i felt alone. now he didn't live with me, but i visited him every weekend. he was like my best friend, some one i could tell whatever and he wouldn't judge me. when he left it left another hole in me that i thought would never be filled. oh man this hurt, like you wouldn't kno how bad, it was like losing a father, a brother, and a best friend at the same time. when he left i really held alot of feelings in, and as a result i eventually exploded on whoever got me mad. again i had to move on, but then i also learned the most important life lesson to anyone. Trust. i learned that if you don't trust no one, no one will trust you. and thats bad, because all friendships begin with trust, any relationship begins with trust. without trust you will be to everyone around you a nobody.
well thanks for reading this, i just gotta say R.I.P. G.G. 1928-2007
and good luck to my brother james, i hope you are succesful, and come home soon
if your one of those people who say im still to imature, then plz just don't comment.