SuicideForAbheng
09-17-2007, 09:26 AM
well for me life is sux life miserable
there are time i feel really really down and no one there to push you up
well most of time i lived alone
i grow up with my grandmother my parents left me when i was in grade3 maybe 9y/o
and its hard to live without parents no one will listen everytime you have problem
no one will protect you when some1 bully you in school
its hard to live that way in a young age i became a loner and a suicidal "which i knw is bad"
and in high school they say high school life is the best but for me its sux i hate school not because
i cant understand anything i actually an A class i hate it because to much annoying F***** student who will
think that they are infirior to you thats why when i have started have a PC i have my own pc at the age of 10 ever since i found my best friend at everytime i woke up i just open my pc and sit and play mario, chips
at that very moment i feel the happiness in me i feel the happiness that im looking for many years
coz when im lonely the pc is there
when im sad the pc is there to play music
when im bored the pc is there to entertain
when im alone the pc is there
PC is the only thing i live since iam high
i almost learn everything in pc dat time
i wrote poem and save it to my pc
i even learn guitar using pc
i wrote song and record it with my pc
PC is my bestfriend
living alone for me is the best me and my best friend pc
until last year i found one site that has forum
and its an overlay friendster forum which i meet a lot of people
until it follows until i meet a lot of forum ^_^ and this is one of it
and now i can say that the pc is not the happines that im looking
the happiness with people around you...
like people on this forum and other forum
even tho in real life i still alone
woke up in the morning cook my bfast open my pc and sit and it last until i fall asleep
lol
im still a loner and depression which now they call emo
but behind that im happy that theres a forum lol
i know its dramatic but sorry that the real me
just want to thank you.............
there are time i feel really really down and no one there to push you up
well most of time i lived alone
i grow up with my grandmother my parents left me when i was in grade3 maybe 9y/o
and its hard to live without parents no one will listen everytime you have problem
no one will protect you when some1 bully you in school
its hard to live that way in a young age i became a loner and a suicidal "which i knw is bad"
and in high school they say high school life is the best but for me its sux i hate school not because
i cant understand anything i actually an A class i hate it because to much annoying F***** student who will
think that they are infirior to you thats why when i have started have a PC i have my own pc at the age of 10 ever since i found my best friend at everytime i woke up i just open my pc and sit and play mario, chips
at that very moment i feel the happiness in me i feel the happiness that im looking for many years
coz when im lonely the pc is there
when im sad the pc is there to play music
when im bored the pc is there to entertain
when im alone the pc is there
PC is the only thing i live since iam high
i almost learn everything in pc dat time
i wrote poem and save it to my pc
i even learn guitar using pc
i wrote song and record it with my pc
PC is my bestfriend
living alone for me is the best me and my best friend pc
until last year i found one site that has forum
and its an overlay friendster forum which i meet a lot of people
until it follows until i meet a lot of forum ^_^ and this is one of it
and now i can say that the pc is not the happines that im looking
the happiness with people around you...
like people on this forum and other forum
even tho in real life i still alone
woke up in the morning cook my bfast open my pc and sit and it last until i fall asleep
lol
im still a loner and depression which now they call emo
but behind that im happy that theres a forum lol
i know its dramatic but sorry that the real me
just want to thank you.............